The month of November felt a little bit like, "Really? How do I add more to already feeling underwater?? Oh yeah, GOD! I can't do this, but You can Lord. I'm desperate and You are here. Thank you." When we got Selah's diagnosis I was still feeling the weight of Silas's diagnosis, even though he was doing well. I already felt that I wasn't able to manage everything. AND NOW THIS?!?! But I was't too emotional about it. It took my eyes off Silas a bit because Diabetes takes a lot of focus while learning. We started working hard right of the bat. We were going multiple times to Champlin to our natural path doctor to laser Selah's pancreas. We cut out dairy on top of gluten. And tried to greatly limit sugar. She was on many supplements along with Silas's regime. I felt like I was always crushing vitamins, making special food, and checking blood sugar. Oh and, Silas decided that 4:30 am was his new wake up time this month. I am SO TIRED. But I was so thankful that I am the one who gets to be home doing this. Thankful, but really having a hard time!
We tried to continue life as normalish and press on!